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My one day crush

 

*one day crush, who is often found in marriage ceremonies

Dear Unknown,

Look! Yrr I don't even know your name. That feeling when I saw you the first time, dancing in a black saree. Believe me, you look so beautiful in that saree and that golden-colored pallu. Your dance was amazing, yrr how can you be so perfect on each song. You were the reason why I was roaming around DJ all the time. I became a caterer just to serve you a sweet si Kaju Katli. Chalo, iss bahane at least I heard your voice and talked to you the first time. Maybe you don't even remember this. But it was precious for me. 

I had to come home bcoz of my assignment deadline but I was not gonna sleep without thinking about you. You were running in every corner of my mind.  I came out of my blanket, wore a jacket (winter! uff). And you were the only reason which pulled me back to that marriage ceremony at midnight 1AM. But it was not worthless. Finally, I got a glimpse when you were sitting near the groom. I lost in your eyes. I was about to go and sit beside you but.. But! you suddenly increased my heartbeat by looking at me back. That eye contact! aww. Sorry but I couldn't handle that situation and went away from there. But wait! why were you again looking at me when I came back after some time? It gave me goosebumps. That rapid eye contact within every 2 minutes was lub💜. But I don't know tum wahaa se kaha gayab ho gyi. I was searching for you, again and again. Just to at least complete those messages that we shared by our eyes. Time was running so fast, I was waiting for you until 3 o'clock. Almost everybody was either slept or gone. Then, I couldn't resist myself and finally asked someone about you. But wtf! you were also gonna be married in 15-20 days!! All hopes wasted, All imaginations crashed in just one stroke. Ye covid k time me sabko shaadi krne ki kya hi chull mach rhi hai yrr.

Finally, I saw you again at the time of Vidai, But unfortunately, I couldn't bring that eye-conversation to a real convo.

In simple words:

crush thi, crush hi banke rh gyii!

Lekin Koi Nahi!! Chalta hai koi nahi! Zindagi k kisi mod pe fir milenge!

-Manoj

26th November 4:16AM

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